Hey I haven’t given a real update in a while. I'm still alive, alive is good, the financial situation is starting to look up. My best friend is coming to visit soon. I got this cyst like thing removed from above my right eye, it’s been about 2 full days now and its already looking nice enough that I can’t see it scaring, nothing generally does, for long. I also didn't do that bruising and swelling thing I was told it would do to my eyes. That’s cool, I'm waiting on the biopsy...hope it’s nothing, Talked to the doctor during the surgery, managed to make the nurse laugh...good times.

My head still hurts and I've now developed some odd sleeping patterns, Advil doesn't really do much at this point, but so long as I don’t go outside or visit anyone, the headache doesn’t usually escalate into a migraine attack. So I’m learning to deal.

On the note of the council, I think I should explain what it is before I start posting related artwork. I have aspects, and sup aspects, badly, my personality and mannerisms shift drastically, The type of person I am deep down and my opinions of things don’t change much but outwardly I can seem like many different people. Sometimes they defy classification each puts a bit more value to certain aspects of life ect. I think most people have this, Just without the voice and mannerism change... their called moods, no I'm not skitso, but I did manage to sort the voices into 6 categories with a governing personality for the aspect... And just for fun Chose A fictional character to represent the 12 main sub aspects. That is 2 per each of 6 main aspects. I started this about 2 years ago, its led to allot of laughs

My council members are as follows:
Kain and Raziel from LOK
Data and Deanna from TNG
Garak, Oddo, Quark and Jadzia from DS9
Snape from HP
Nigel from crossing Jordan
Alucard From hellsing
Jin from Samurai Champloo

Their governing aspects are as fallows

Inner Demon- Kain (responsible aspect) – Alucard (indulgent aspect)

Inner Intellect- Data (purely logical aspect) – Nigel (purely creative aspect)

Inner Discipline\Protector- Oddo (discipline of external and protection of self) – Jin (discipline of self and protection of external)

Inner Nurturer- Deanna (recognizes the needs of others) – Raziel (recognizes the needs of the self and balances with needs of others)

Inner Spy- Snape (entirely secretive with no social mask always thinking) – Garak (Charming social front always observing)

Inner Ambition- Jadzia ( ambition to improve the self) – Quark (monetary or business ambition)

Basically it works like this. ‘ I am in this situation or need to make this decision and theirs allot to consider, what do I do?’ ‘well this persons good with this or good for that, what would they do?’
And then you consider their point of view and whether or not the solution applies or to what degree you’ll act on it, see useful, and fun, Its kind of like I have these 12 as constant escorts. I make jokes about it allot too, very amusing how some of them interact.

Also I am very willing to entertain hypotheticals for the sake of amusement, This along with my willingness to argue metaphysics at every turn drives my fiancé nuts! Lol, oh well


So I'll go for now, and maybe update some time later, eventually.